perry writing

The steel felt hard and cold in my hands. There was no escape. Total loneliness dark unlivable. I had done nothing wrong I kept on saying to my self. I’m so hungry Im desperate to have even the smallest piece of food. I was going mad of loneliness. I kept on talking to my self thinking there was someone there. I thought i was not going to make it. But then i had a glimpse of hope as the guard walked past and the keys where on his belt just inches away from my hands. I went for it thinking it would have been my only chance. he turned blast i missed. damn i said out loud. He heard me but luckily he just thought I was talking to my self again. He told me to ‘sh** up’. And to stop talking to my self. I took no notice.